this month I haven't taken any pregnancy tests, yet. last month I probably took about 8. the problem was, there were at least 3 that didn't work. they would neither confirm nor deny if I was pregnant. we only put 1 bullet in the chamber this time, so I am sure I am not. last time we worked diligently for several days, so I was sure I was.
last night went to salsa and merengue. merengue was fun. not so many hard and fast rules, it doesn't seem. and I kind of snuck in to merengue 2 because I didn't go to any merengue 1. I know, it's scandalous. but I did fine.
I don't feel like dancing at ALL right now, and I wondered if I could get my money back for showcase. I know this too shall pass, but I think it will never pass. even after many many many times of feeling ____ and it always feels like it will last forever, and it never does.