Monday, June 15, 2009
If I already knew
how to fucking dance, I wouldn't need lessons or classes.
Sorry for the colorful language, but I am angry and hurt, and cheap. Don't want to stop going to my unlimited June classes, but I am not getting what I need at my place, anymore. For me, group exercise, group dance, private training, and private lessons are about building self-efficacy and skills, and mental and spiritual health. If I already knew how to dance, I would not need to go to class or take lessons. Yes, I have been learning how to follow for 8 months, but I am not perfect at it, yet! I need a break from the hardware store when all I am looking for is a loaf of bread!!!
Taught a group exercise Latin dance class, myself today to a weight loss group. It was FUN! And we got sweaty, learned something, had some successes, some challenges. I have been pretty disciplined about practicing by myself at home. I can't remember that many patterns, though. And it is kind of boring. Anyway, thank you, world, for listening to me emotion-focused cope - vent.... I actually feel better.
Hank and I are going to gymnastics this afternoon. Woot!